This too shall pass!

I've been sick again. Haven't been able to do a thing since two days. Kidney infection they say and I'm stuck the entire day at home or the hospital. My immunity system seems to have gone to the dogs, with one health concern following the other. At times I feel that there is someone out there holding a voodoo doll that looks like me and is piercing it with poison tipped pins. Believe me, I know a lot of people capable of doing that.

I'm seriously getting tired of being ill. Its been more than four months and I'm making more visits to the hospitals than I do to the loo. I wouldn't mind the tests, needles or tablets much. The thing I hate the most are the disastrous syrups/tonics that they make me drink. They taste like crap and its a pity that I can't avoid them. I'm literally in tears when I'm asked to take them. 2 spoons from 3 bottles, 3 times a day. There is no God.

So much for the big plans I had for my vacation. Everything seems to be going kaput even before it started. The urge was successfully extinguished. Atleast it is settled now, I guess I need to smile for that. My new project is waiting for me, but I'm not able to find the physical strength to get out there and reach for it. The official day is on the 14th, but I had planned on going in early. Like I said, there is no God. 

I guess I need to concentrate more on getting stronger and healthier. Had read this somewhere, 'Life is what happens to you, when you are busy making other plans'. Huh! Life never fails to amaze me. Every. Single. Time. A week to go for my vacations and I'm lying here on my bed just hoping to be able to see the next. Of course I will. Man, those pills have been curdling my brain. I planned on writing some poetry, this is all I could manage.

Life is not smooth and straight

Its not always the green grass

We just need to hope and believe

That this too shall pass

Hallucinations. I need to get some sleep!

Cheers, Priyanka